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Re: running out of money, help
by Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton 04 Dec '24

04 Dec '24

paul, hi, most grateful. short version, the brain damage and torture has damaged initiative, memory, and organisation and planning ability https://www.drlamcoaching.com/blog/adrenal-fatigue-and-narcissism/ if i was within a social group i could function under guidance (or guide others), but the brain damage is so severe i have found myself frequently unable to follow clear verbal instructions. i am too intimidated and afraid to speak further. On Tuesday, December 3, 2024, paul ewan <paul.ewan(a)gmail.com> wrote: > Hi luke, I emailed you recently saying what I can do to help. That still stands but i am not really able to help with money. By the end of the month i am often overdrawn. Regarding making some money: you know I am carving wood and selling items. You could try that and sell for Christmas locally. I attach an image of a mini lathe using a drill, to turn round wood scarf pins for knitted scarves. Spoons are easy too. Use hard woods and vegetable oil to finish and then rub hard with a rough cloth or very smooth stone. I can send more info for things if you are interested. Paul > > On Tue, 3 Dec 2024, 13:29 Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton, <lkcl(a)lkcl.net> wrote: >> >> I am getting dangerously close to being on the streets and in my medical condition with winter coming up it is highly likely I would be dead within a month as Southampton General NHS neurology department is refusing appointments after I reported 2 assaults by A&E staff. >> I need high quality food and medical supplements to keep me alive and repair the damage. shellfish salmon blueberries MCT-8 oil and parmesan (contains a rare amino acid) for autism. L-Lysine 6,000 mg a day for micro-vascular repair. it's a long list totalling £1000 a month. >> I need equipment for the winter: gas for cooking, petrol for generators, additional solar panels new 12v batteries due to failure of existing ones. >> I will need to stop buying food by the end of the week in order to conserve money so as not to become homeless in January 25, in winter >> no I cannot "work" as it is simply too dangerous, a client could say the wrong thing and put me into catastrophic medical shock that would take 3-4 weeks to recover. >> I can help advise others as long as they take the lead and initiative. >> immediate financial help appreciated to reduce stress that could trigger medical collapse. >> l. >> >> -- >> --- >> geometry: without it life is pointless >> the fibonacci series: easy as 1 1 2 3 > -- --- geometry: without it life is pointless the fibonacci series: easy as 1 1 2 3

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running out of money, help
by Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton 03 Dec '24

03 Dec '24

I am getting dangerously close to being on the streets and in my medical condition with winter coming up it is highly likely I would be dead within a month as Southampton General NHS neurology department is refusing appointments after I reported 2 assaults by A&E staff. I need high quality food and medical supplements to keep me alive and repair the damage. shellfish salmon blueberries MCT-8 oil and parmesan (contains a rare amino acid) for autism. L-Lysine 6,000 mg a day for micro-vascular repair. it's a long list totalling £1000 a month. I need equipment for the winter: gas for cooking, petrol for generators, additional solar panels new 12v batteries due to failure of existing ones. I will need to stop buying food by the end of the week in order to conserve money so as not to become homeless in January 25, in winter no I cannot "work" as it is simply too dangerous, a client could say the wrong thing and put me into catastrophic medical shock that would take 3-4 weeks to recover. I can help advise others as long as they take the lead and initiative. immediate financial help appreciated to reduce stress that could trigger medical collapse. l. -- --- geometry: without it life is pointless the fibonacci series: easy as 1 1 2 3

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Re: FW: 47 assaults, 40 A&E visits, 30 paramedic callouts, assault by police doctors nurses and no action taken - COMP487
by lkcl 02 Dec '24

02 Dec '24

this is not civil legal action this is criminal action. hampshire safeguarding team administrative frontdesk staff are so traumatised by what i tell them that they are going into shock themselves. they are also not prioritising and frequently have directed me to a DIFFERENT team who have no resources to help me and are also becoming traumatised by me calling during post-trauma medical damage periods more than once a day. 101 i have called 200 times in 11 months, the recall of the torture itself causing distress and subsequent harm, especially given that 101 operators are not in any way trained in very rare types of violent and trauma-based criminal law. 111 i have called 20 times and the process is near impossible to navigate in medical distress (triage questionnaire read from a compute4 screen by non-medically-trained staff), and twice resulted in me being assaulted (non-contact ABH). calling 999 will result in me ending up at the very same A&E that has tortured and assaulted me, 5 times, visit 44 (!) on the 3rd november so badly that i had to walk out on visit 45 (5th november) after realising i was sitting in the very same corridor i had crawled along on my hands and knees in terror trying to get away from a manipulative nurse and three security guards who tortured me and physically assaulted me whilst in serious medical and autistic distress. legal aid is not available for criminal prosecution. it is only available for criminal defense. it is also only CIVIL legal aid, the only CRIMINAL legal aid is for domestic violence and the solicitors i have called have not engaged as they have too many cases and/or do not call me back. plus when attempting to explain or summarise it is too complex, i cannot even get through how bad the medical damage and psychological damage has been, precisely because of that same damage. this is real serious, if not nipped in the bud by some actual help and support it sends a message that autistic people can be abused neglected and tortured at whim by medical professionals, and other professionals through no direct fault of their own, being simply not trained to cope with a situation as extreme as the one i have been through and still face. medical artice shows the brain's REPAIR MECHANISM gets DAMAGED by stress and then actively causes further brain damage far beyond the initial brain swelling caused by shock / stress / trauma https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC8167938/ please properly consider the consequences of not helping me. l. On Monday, December 2, 2024, Autism Help <autism.help(a)nas.org.uk> wrote: > Dear Luke, > > > > Thankyou for contacting the National Autistic Society. > > > > Our team can provide general information and signposting that you may find helpful. > > > > I am really sorry to hear you have had no results following the suggestions we provided and are still having difficulties finding a suitable service to support you. > > > > Our charity does not have authority under UK legislation to investigate, assess or intervene in cases that could potentially result in legal action. We have previously provided a number of other services that may be able to provide legal advice. > > > > If you need to report these incidents as a safeguarding concern, please do try Hampshire Safeguarding Team again. This team suggest you can also call 101 and if it is an emergency, they suggest calling 999. > > > > If you are in need of urgent help, please visit our Urgent Help page. > > > > Kind regards, > > > > > > Clare > > National Autistic Society > > autism.org.uk > > > > From: lkcl <luke.leighton(a)gmail.com> > Sent: 29 November 2024 01:17 > To: Autism Help <autism.help(a)nas.org.uk> > Subject: Re: FW: 47 assaults, 40 A&E visits, 30 paramedic callouts, assault by police doctors nurses and no action taken - COMP487 > > > > > > hi claire, > > deep breath: no results. > > statistics now: > > * 50+ assaults including by police > * 45 A&E visits, blatant Autism Act 2009 ignorance, 5 VIOLENT > assaults by A&E staff, 3 of them physical attacks > * 40 paramedic callouts > * 2 strokes > * 80+ mini-strokes > * 300 anaphylaxis incidents causing life-threatening breathing > issues > * assaults and manipulation by PALS UHS > * 15 assaults by Doctors > > * inability to recall events due to psychological torture > * inability to get legal aid due to "pigeonholing" > * inability to request help or explain why help is needed > due to torture domestic violence and brain damage > * inability to get through to Hampshire Safeguarding team > under the 2014 Care Act > > there is much more. > > please can you help me *directly* - not by passing me to > other resources and expect me - alone and with no support - > to navigste them, before it is too late and i end up homeless > and dead. > > on reading that please do not advise me to contact 111, > samaritans, question or call into question my "mental" > health. > > please can you ask questions - directly of me - to clarify, > preferably by phone as written ASCII is compromised because > i am a life-long software engineer and recluse. > > thsnk you with much gratitude. > > l. > > This message is from the National Autistic Society. The charity monitors the content of random e-mail messages sent and received. Any opinions contained in this message are those of the author and are not given or endorsed by the charity, unless the author is clearly stated to have authority to bind the charity, and this has been duly verified by e-mailing governance-manager(a)nas.org.uk > > The National Autistic Society is a charity registered in England and Wales (CR269425) and in Scotland (SC039427) and also a company limited by guarantee (No. 1205298) registered in England. Its registered office is National Autistic Society, 2nd Floor, Weston House, 42 Curtain Road, London, EC2A 3NH. > > www.autism.org.uk

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4390006088 brain research shows autistic individuals have damage to brain repair cells
by lkcl 01 Dec '24

01 Dec '24

summary: an infection which crosses the blood brain barrier - or any other stress - can DAMAGE THE BRAIN'S REPAIR MECHANISM. https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC8167938/ Microglia are resident cells of the brain that regulate brain development, maintenance of neuronal networks, and injury repair. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Microglia The brain and spinal cord, which make up the CNS, are not usually accessed directly by pathogenic factors in the body's circulation due to a series of endothelial cells known as the blood–brain barrier, or BBB. The BBB prevents most infections from reaching the vulnerable nervous tissue. https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4717322/ Furthermore, when microglia are triggered to switch to an inflammatory phenotype, not only can this lead to microgliosis and neuroinflammation resulting in a disruption of normal neuroimmune homeostasis, but also this detrimental process can continue long after the initial insult or cause for the activation has been resolved (Lu et al., 2011). https://www.drlamcoaching.com/blog/adrenal-fatigue-and-narcissism/ The Neuroaffect Circuit includes the brain, the autonomic nervous system (ANS), and the microbiome or the balance of bacteria in the body. This triad is responsible for the biological aspects of mental health issues. They are each individually and separately affected by ongoing stress, including the ongoing stress of a narcissistic relationship. in other words the effects of the psychopath CALDERWOOD and the narcissist RAYMOND as well as the onslaught by others, GOUDRIAAN LENAARS BHARVANI MARGARITIS LEWIS, has caused blood-brain-barrier damage that then has led to brain damage. the only reason i am still alive is because of the inherent resilience of 45+ years of brain damage *and recovery*, but the past year's [non-contact] violence has been touch-and-go as to whether it overwhelmed my body's ability to recover. i.e. when my brain REPAIR mechanism got severely damaged, that's when things got really bad. l.

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by Alain D D Williams 01 Dec '24

01 Dec '24

ignore -- Alain Williams Linux/GNU Consultant - Mail systems, Web sites, Networking, Programmer, IT Lecturer. +44 (0) 787 668 0256 https://www.phcomp.co.uk/ Parliament Hill Computers. Registration Information: https://www.phcomp.co.uk/Contact.html #include <std_disclaimer.h>

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Potential trouble on this mail list - did this work ?
by Alain D D Williams 01 Dec '24

01 Dec '24

I have now moved it over. Potential issues: • The new IP addresses are 85.119.82.114 2a0a:1100:1012::114 You might see the old ones for the next ½ hour. • You might not see this email at all. This is one problem I have had on conversion -- sometimes. Regards -- Alain Williams Linux/GNU Consultant - Mail systems, Web sites, Networking, Programmer, IT Lecturer. +44 (0) 787 668 0256 https://www.phcomp.co.uk/ Parliament Hill Computers. Registration Information: https://www.phcomp.co.uk/Contact.html #include <std_disclaimer.h>

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Potential trouble on this mail list
by Alain D D Williams 01 Dec '24

01 Dec '24

I run this mail list. I am in the process of moving it to a new machine; at the same time I am upgrading from mailman2 to mailman3. mm3 is a pain (see below). I bridge all lists on the domain onto the old machine until I bring this across [ it has been happening for several days ] but things might break when I move this list. Apologies in advance if things go wrong. Currently running on mailman2, it was fairly easy to set up and get going; but the s/ware base is ancient (python2) and mailman3 does have some advantages (uses real SQL databases for user info, etc; one instance for all domains; etc). However the mm3 documentation is crap. Incomplete, wrong in places, assumes that you understand Django, etc, did I mention that it is incomplete ? Part of the reason for sticking with it is that I can import user rosta from mm2 to mm3 and also mail list history -- although it sometimes screws up. -- Alain Williams Linux/GNU Consultant - Mail systems, Web sites, Networking, Programmer, IT Lecturer. +44 (0) 787 668 0256 https://www.phcomp.co.uk/ Parliament Hill Computers. Registration Information: https://www.phcomp.co.uk/Contact.html #include <std_disclaimer.h>

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Re: [Arm-netbook] EOMA68 - I have boards
by Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton 01 Dec '24

01 Dec '24

thank you helen, done now. sorry took a while. worked out i have significant brain damage from psychopathic ex-business parter (stalker) and domestic violence (verbal abuse). recovery reversed month after month by onslaught of manipulation. On Tuesday, October 22, 2024, Helen Leigh <helen.leigh(a)crowdsupply.com> wrote: > Hi Luke > Gentle reminder to add me to the list so I can communicate directly with those on it. > Kind regards > Helen Leigh > > > On Thu, Oct 10, 2024 at 1:04 AM Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton < lkcl(a)lkcl.net> wrote: >> >> hello helen i am top-posting to help preserve your message, >> i will start up my laptop to approve the membership (spammers) >> over the next few days. >> >> [i haven't provided details about what happened - i was almost >> killed by medical negligence that was initiated by >> DAVID CALDERWOOD, who manipulated members of my family >> including my brother DANIEL LEIGHTON who then in turn >> interfered with the process of extracting me from being >> tortured inside a psychiatric ward, by intimidating people >> helping me. no, not a joke: there are no euphemisms, untruthful >> statements or exaggerations in this paragraph.] >> >> leaving that aside. >> >> >> specific request: >> >> please can everyone *not* contact helen privately, this is >> and always has been a community project, i have just had my >> life devastated by NLnet seizing control of the running of >> Libre-SOC, where it took two weeks to retrospectively >> establish financial irregularites in their *private* >> communication with other team members, after they refused to >> consult me, the person with six years of administrative and >> financial records knowledge. >> >> it should be obvious we don't want that mistake repeated. >> >> so, for everyone who has contacted helen privately please >> forward your message again to the list: helen if you have >> begun speaking technically with them please forward those >> as well. yes it's a pain, but i guarantee if you're not >> strict about this you will get very quickly overwhelmed >> as you effectively de-facto "become" the project leader... >> ... with zero technical or historical knowledge... deprived >> of the bitter-experience-learned resources needed to manage >> any complex project. >> >> >> if you encounter *any reluctance even silence* please >> ensure you preserve those conversations - see three >> paragraphs below. so sorry to have to ask that. anyone >> and everyone who is on this list should know full well >> it is a FOSS Project and there should be no hesitation >> at all to speak freely and enjoy being part of the >> technical community. >> >> so, helen: if you are contacted privately please immediately and >> respectfully insist that they forward the message to the list, >> do *not* engage with them technically in any way (but don't >> be curt with them about it - best to refer them to this >> message). once they publish the message, *then* reply... >> on-list only. >> >> we need people to coordinate - helen you are not (sorry!) >> technically familiar with this project, and need help >> and guidance... *and so does everyone else*. the last thing >> we need is communications errors / failures / assumptions, >> and there is a perfect way to prevent that: *run as a >> community FOSS project* - i.e. *public* not *private* >> communication. >> >> bottom line, you may be given *wrong technical advice* >> and the only person properly qualified to identify and >> correct such: me and no other person. >> >> the exceptions i have already outlined previously (e.g. >> crowdsupply admin, orders admin, addresses etc) *except* >> a new one: if anyone feels intimidated *in any way* by the >> threats made by people who have been devastating my life >> and almost killing me multiple times (not a euphemism), >> please contact me privately in strict confidence as there >> is a crime of Perverting the Course of Justice under >> investigation, and any reluctance to speak freely and >> publicly without fear is *itself* crucial evidence. >> (once i have a solicitor i will publish their details >> in a followup if you are more comfortable with that, you >> would then be able to speak privately with them) >> >> >> >> On Wednesday, October 9, 2024, Helen Leigh <helen.leigh(a)crowdsupply.com> wrote: >> > On Tue, Oct 1, 2024 at 12:22 AM Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton >> > <lkcl(a)lkcl.net> wrote: >> >> i am now focussed exclusively on staying alive, and carrying >> >> out health research in order to recover. >> > >> > I am sorry to hear of your ongoing difficulties. You must of course >> > put your health first. >> > >> > Hello to everyone on arm-netbook(a)lists.phcomp.co.uk and thank you to >> > those who sent me individual emails. There will be some latency in my >> > replies as I sort through everything. I am awaiting moderator approval >> > to join the mailing list. >> > >> > Please rest assured that I will do what I can to get these boards to >> > those who still want them. Once we have worked out a few key things I >> > also intend to communicate our plans with people outside of this >> > mailing list, via the campaign mailing list and also the subreddit. >> > >> > Many of you know more about the history of this project than I do. It >> > predates my tenure at Crowd Supply by some time. I am a hardware >> > person, not a FOSS dev, but I do have a well-equipped electronics >> > bench and a helpful embedded Linux dev spouse. >> > >> > My goal is to ascertain that the boards I have are functional at a >> > basic level, prepare them for distribution, and get them into the >> > hands of the community. We have around 500 boards. >> > >> > If there are any original backers on this mailing list who want an >> > unimaged compute card in lieu of the imaged compute card they >> > originally ordered, and hopefully help ascertain the state of the >> > hardware, please log into your Crowd Supply account and open a ticket: >> > https://www.crowdsupply.com/contact/other >> > >> > You can check on your order status by logging into your Crowd Supply >> > account. Here are some helpful links: >> > >> > https://www.crowdsupply.com/account/orders >> > https://www.crowdsupply.com/returns#order-cancellations >> > https://www.crowdsupply.com/contact/change-order >> > >> > Thanks again for everyone's feedback and help. >> > >> > Kind regards >> > >> > Helen Leigh >> > >> >> -- >> --- >> geometry: without it life is pointless >> the fibonacci series: easy as 1 1 2 3 > -- --- geometry: without it life is pointless the fibonacci series: easy as 1 1 2 3

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Re: [Arm-netbook] EOMA68 - I have boards
by Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton 01 Dec '24

01 Dec '24

On Tuesday, October 1, 2024, Helen Leigh <helen.leigh(a)crowdsupply.com> wrote: > Hello > I work for Crowd Supply and I have been given a box of assembled EOMA68 boards. Most are in the office but I have a couple on my workbench at home right now. I am not fully up-to-date with the history of this project but I would like to do what I can to get these boards sent out. As I understand it, they have not yet been tested with Linux. that's massively incorrect. several versions of linux were installed and tested back in 2016. at least five OSes, plus initramfs's with barebones additional commands (a trick i learned from when i was doing HTC smartphone reverse-engineering) > What is the status of this project? it is, always has been, and will remain a community project where i expect the community - not myself with no funds - to take action. > Do you have a disk image? absolutely not. hosting of "images" is a major security risk and requires vast resources far beyond the meagre amounts of money available. there are however extensive build instructions to developers, on the wiki. > Do you want to/ should I tell people on the mailing list? all communication as a public FOSS project should be public and never to me personally, it has *always* been a given for the entire duration of this project that the very first thought you or anyone should have is to contact the mailing list, *not* myself, personally, directly, and certainly not privately [should be obvious what the exceptions to that are: admin, backers addresses and telephone numbers etc]. > Let me know your thoughts. i am so sorry to have to inform you that my ex-parter was a narcissist, embezzling money systematically, and her abuse caused me to develop chronic adrenal fatigue syndrome that resulted in me having at least two strokes. i had to report her to the police (twice) after fleeing for my life last year. she lied under caution when interviewed on the first assault: the second is still under investigation. in addition to that my former business colleagues turned out to be psychopathic, and by manipulating my family members and much more i ended up being assaulted, injured and almost killed by staff at a psychiatric "hospital" through neglect, forced-poisoning, and abuse. i have reported both to the police. as if that was not enough, i have been forced into the position of interacting with the UK NHS for the very first time in my life aged 54, which due to autism has gone so catastrophically badly that i am now up to a total of *EIGHT* abusive doctors to report to the General Medical Council to assess their fitness to practice medicine, and have the GMC's support to provide them with the meticulous documented evidence of abuse. in addition to that, NLnet has *also* been abusive, violating the Dutch Constitution, and has terminated funding. i am reporting them to the Dutch Equality Commission and when i am ready to do so (it is extremely risky for me, health-wise) i will be calling the police to report them for Defamation and Libel (criminal offenses in the Netherlands). i am now focussed exclusively on staying alive, and carrying out health research in order to recover. if i receive additional funds i can still run a team of people, however i will need help even finding that team, as i am in absolutely no health position whatsoever to go running around doing the work normally carried out by eight to ten people, as i used to do and a considerable number of backers assumed there was, all the time. l. > Kind regards > Helen Leigh > Crowd Supply > -- --- geometry: without it life is pointless the fibonacci series: easy as 1 1 2 3

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